And So I Am Existing Here

[Ask me stuff]   [About Me]   [Tags and Links]   

Hannah | She/Her | 19 | New College of Florida

I've got no judgement for you. Come on and ache with me.

Pachyderm(s) Marching Silently

a-song-i-wish-i-wrote asked: 32 and 86


86 Favourite character from Finding Nemo?
Dory for life!

32 Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?
Kit Harington & Kristen Stewart. I know those ar cliche answers.

— 1 hour ago
Anonymous asked: 1,3,10,16,19,33,44,64,150


Holy shit I didn’t expect anyone to actually ask me anything. 

Who was the last person you held hands with?
Uhhhh probably my mom. :P Possibly Jessica? Possibly Dylan.

Who are you looking forward to seeing?
Oh gosh, SO many people! I really can’t wait to see my friends back at school and I’m ridiculously excited to meet the incoming students, especially my orientation group. One of my friends is coming back from a summer trip from China, and I’m impatient for him to get back because I hate using Skype to talk to people. 

10 Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Probably Ethan since we talked for a while last night. Unless talking to yourself counts? Or my cat?

16 Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
(Ha, now I have a fairly good idea of who sent this.) Sure, and probably will at KYC if they’re there. Though my method at KYC is less “Kiss people you have crushes on” and more “Kiss people you have crushes on and pretty much anyone who looks attractive/looks like they think you’re attractive and doesn’t look like they’re going to completely envelop my mouth with theirs then start chewing.” (Side note:WHAT IS WITH YOU PEOPLE? DON’T USE YOUR TEETH GAHHH.)

19 Do you like bubble baths?
Yesssss but I haven’t taken one in a while cause cleaning tubs is blehh and I always suddenly realize that the water becomes more disgusting the longer I stay in it.

33 Spell your name with your chin.
yanbn ah
Close enough

44 Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?
Both fairly exciting and terrifying. I’ll go with space; there’s something liberating about being able to get off the planet. Plus if I had to I’d rather die in the vacuum of space than with my deep ocean submarine filling up with water and drowning me.

64 Tell us the story of your first kiss?
Ha. I know for a fact my mom reads my tumblr occasionally. So go away, mom. 
9th grade, chilling about, laying on top of my bed, bored. We start playing that game that’s so popular with that age group, “Hey, does THIS make you uncomfortable? Ahahahaha. How about THIS?! aHHAhahahQHhahFNUEIBBEOMQ” Started with tickling, eventually got to making out. I didn’t expect there to be so much saliva. It was nice, though. A very strong memory.

150 Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?
"Wholeness of Body (Su): At 7th level or higher, a monk can heal her own wounds." From Dungeons & Dragons Players Handbook, 3.5 ed. (The closest book was actually the first volume of Neil Gaiman’s Sandman but it doesn’t have page numbers)

— 2 hours ago













The pure fact that this doesn’t even need a title or a description or anything speaks volumes. I mean look at the number of notes this has. There are so few people who don’t recognize it. And the song itself just gives you chills. It’s so magical.





I swear tumblr if this is another Spongebob pos-



No words, that reaction picture says it all.

"Oh where is this fro-"


"*Tearing up* Oh.”


there will never come a time when i do not reblog this beautiful slice of perfection 

Am I the only person who doesn’t know what this… Oh… Oh…

Omg I’m gonna cry

This is the music of my childhood in Hogwarts

(Source: alphageek2011, via astrid42)

— 3 hours ago with 694440 notes
#Queue queue cachoo 

A recent study from Duke University’s School of Medicine found that the available HPV vaccines, Gardasil and Cervarix, don’t prevent the HPV infections common in black women. Gardasil and Cervarix protect against HPV 16, HPV 18, HPV 6 and HPV 11 — strains that are notorious for causing cervical cancers. The only problem? HPV 16 and 18 occur more in white women than black women, who tend to show HPV subtypes 33, 35, 58, and 68. So while white women might also not be protected from all strains by the HPV vaccine, they are certainly in a much safer position than black women.

“HPV 16 and 18 occur less frequently in African-Americans than in whites,” Dr. Cathrine Hoyo, associate professor of Obstetrics and Gynecology at the Duke University School of Medicine, told Health Day. Duke’s study looked at 600 abnormal pap smears and found that almost 86 percent of the women examined had detectable HPV. Yet, as Hoyo explained, “African-Americans had half the HPV 16 and 18 frequency as whites did.”

As Bustle reported last summer, this disparity may be the reason that African-American women are 20 percent more likely to be diagnosed with cervical cancer…It’s upsetting that Gardasil leaves many black women without adequate protection against HPV and cervical cancer. Conflating the healthcare needs of white women with those of black women keeps us from accessing adequate treatment in multiple areas, and this is especially troubling when it comes to HPV. Had there been funding for a vaccine specifically designed for my black, female body, a shot that protects my body as well as it does white women, I might very well be HPV-free today.

— 3 hours ago with 2607 notes
#I did not know this and I know a fair bit about gardasil  #seeing as I've watched my mother have very intense debates with doctors about why she did not want me to have gardasil 


do you ever see a picture of someone with a body like yours and you’re momentarily comforted like they look pretty good…i probably look good too

(via trowameme)

— 4 hours ago with 37683 notes
#Queue queue cachoo 


A little experiment with resin. They will be made into magnets.

The fish are made from polymer clay and the “water” is resin. The octopuses glow in the dark.

(via badbadger21)

— 5 hours ago with 31173 notes
#Queue queue cachoo 





I’ve been compiling all of my favorite updates from The Venetia Fair’s Facebook page














This band is amazing.

None of these are jokes.

Fun fact one time I went to watch them and stolas in Denton and they were posting about how they maybe wouldn’t make it cause someone got arrested but they ended up showing up late and to this day I don’t know if it was a joke or not

We got arrested that day.

— 5 hours ago with 136 notes


Fact: Unlike the gay agenda™, the bisexual agenda contains a 15 minute break for snacks between sessions.

(via stumph)

— 6 hours ago with 7751 notes
#Queue queue cachoo 
1. Who was the last person you held hands with?
2. Are you outgoing or shy?
3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?
4. Are you easy to get along with?
5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?
6. What kind of people are you attracted to?
7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?
8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?
9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?
12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?
13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?
14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?
15. What good thing happened this summer?
16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
17. Do you think there is life on other planets?
18. Do you still talk to your first crush?
19. Do you like bubble baths?
20. Do you like your neighbors?
21. What are you bad habits?
22. Where would you like to travel?
23. Do you have trust issues?
24. Favorite part of your daily routine?
25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?
26. What do you do when you wake up?
27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?
28. Who are you most comfortable around?
29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?
30. Do you ever want to get married?
31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail?
32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?
33. Spell your name with your chin.
34. Do you play sports? What sports?
35. Would you rather live without TV or music?
36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?
37. What do you say during awkward silences?
38. Describe your dream girl/guy?
39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?
40. What do you want to do after high school?
41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?
43. Do you smile at strangers?
44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?
45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?
46. What are you paranoid about?
47. Have you ever been high?
48. Have you ever been drunk?
49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?
50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?
51. Ever wished you were someone else?
52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?
53. Favourite makeup brand?
54. Favourite store?
55. Favourite blog?
56. Favourite colour?
57. Favourite food? 
58. Last thing you ate?
59. First thing you ate this morning?
60. Ever won a competition? For what?
61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?
62. Been arrested? For what?
63. Ever been in love? 
64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?
65. Are you hungry right now?
66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?
67. Facebook or Twitter?
68. Twitter or Tumblr?
69. Are you watching tv right now?
70. Names of your bestfriends? 
71. Craving something? What?
72. What colour are your towels?
72. How many pillows do you sleep with?
73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?
75. Favourite animal?
76. What colour is your underwear?
77. Chocolate or Vanilla?
78. Favourite ice cream flavour?
79. What colour shirt are you wearing?
80. What colour pants?
81. Favourite tv show?
82. Favourite movie?
83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?
84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?
85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?
86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?
87. First person you talked to today?
88. Last person you talked to today?
89. Name a person you hate?
90. Name a person you love?
91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?
92. In a fight with someone?
93. How many sweatpants do you have?
94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?
95. Last movie you watched?
96. Favourite actress?
97. Favourite actor?
98. Do you tan a lot?
99. Have any pets?
100. How are you feeling?
101. Do you type fast?
102. Do you regret anything from your past?
103. Can you spell well?
104. Do you miss anyone from your past?
105. Ever been to a bonfire party?
106. Ever broken someone’s heart?
107. Have you ever been on a horse?
108. What should you be doing?
109. Is something irritating you right now?
110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?
111. Do you have trust issues?
112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
113. What was your childhood nickname?
114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?
115. Do you play the Wii?
116. Are you listening to music right now?
117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?
118. Do you like Chinese food?
119. Favourite book?
120. Are you afraid of the dark?
121. Are you mean?
122. Is cheating ever okay?
123. Can you keep white shoes clean?
124. Do you believe in love at first sight?
125. Do you believe in true love?
126. Are you currently bored?
127. What makes you happy?
128. Would you change your name?
129. What your zodiac sign?
130. Do you like subway?
131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
133. Favourite lyrics right now?
134. Can you count to one million?
135. Dumbest lie you ever told?
136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?
137. How tall are you?
138. Curly or Straight hair?
139. Brunette or Blonde?
140. Summer or Winter?
141. Night or Day?
142. Favourite month?
143. Are you a vegetarian?
144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?
145. Tea or Coffee?
146. Was today a good day?
147. Mars or Snickers?
148. What’s your favourite quote?
149. Do you believe in ghosts?
150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?  (via i-want-spankings)

(Source: catscuddlingandyou, via databeenjent)

— 6 hours ago with 1185136 notes
#normally avoid these things but do it  #I'm bored 

look at my little sisters drug awareness worksheet omg


look at my little sisters drug awareness worksheet omg

(via astrid42)

— 6 hours ago with 110 notes
#Queue queue cachoo 


Hair color reference chart. It’s not perfect, but from what I could gather it’s pretty accurate.

(via allorain)

— 7 hours ago with 83213 notes
#Queue queue cachoo 


The next person who makes a joke about my pole dancing and calls me a stripper, I’m going to show them this photo and say, “You may or may not take me seriously, but just know that I can probably crush your tiny little skull with my thigh muscles.”

There’s nothing I don’t love about this.



The next person who makes a joke about my pole dancing and calls me a stripper, I’m going to show them this photo and say, “You may or may not take me seriously, but just know that I can probably crush your tiny little skull with my thigh muscles.”

There’s nothing I don’t love about this.

(via a-song-i-wish-i-wrote)

— 8 hours ago with 243803 notes
#Queue queue cachoo